It has been 3 months since I last wrote an article for this blog and I feel it is about time I stepped back up to the plate.
"Where have I been?" people would ask, if anybody actually read this, "What have you learnt from your time away?" Well imaginary Ladies and Gentlemen my return to you is not a noble one, nor is it one of lessons learnt, it is of reptetion and 0f the "same shit different day" lifestyle. So, let me waste no more time and quickly start answering all of your questions!
Where did leave off?
My last post to this blog, besides a draft one that I wrote a sentance of and gave up, was one about how I don't learn, about how I again left my work till the last minute and how I again fell for a girl and got hurt.
So where does this put me now?
Well, last night I stayed up till about 4:00am finishing an essay I hadn't started untill the last possible minute, today I spent hours in the library finishing another essay and barely got it in on time, and then, to top it all off, a week previous I got my heartbroken by a girl I fell for.
What have you learnt from this experiance?
More than anything I have learnt tthat I am doomed to this vicious cycle of repeating myself again and again. Not only will I probably lose my motivation again in a couple of days, not only will I wollow in negativity about this recent heartbreak till I fall for another girl in the same manor, but I will do it time again. If this is how its always going to be I may as well not blog anymore! You might as well reread everything I have already written a couple of hundred times! But this marks the start of a change, I hope. I will begin to blog again and I will begin to sort my life out!
Watch this space!
Shaun
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