Beyond the Veil

So the future is looming and it gets more apparent with each passing day and it leaves my mind buzzing with questions. Am I going to fail University? What am I going to do afterwards? Will I be able to cope with it?

As per usual motivation is a main problem of mine. I still procrastinate and I still can't be bothered to make myself work. I'm in the final year! I should be stressing, working hard, conducting my study and doing my background reading. I should have everything planned for when I leave University and I should be looking forward to my future. At the moment the only thing I can see myself doing, and enjoying, is sitting in front of a T.V. playing Xbox while putting off actually doing anything productive.

Maybe I'm allergic to productivity?
I can't even do anything creative anymore.