Currently my head is a pretty messy place and my own organisation has become an issue.
Not quite the issues I am dealing with
I can feel the stress building up within me and I hate being stressed. Normally I am so laidback a meteor could impact on the world and hardly shake me, so it just means I react all the more badly when it actually comes to having an ammount of stress. I have so much work, exams to revise for, and not to mention the fact my heart is vying for a place to dump all of its emotional baggage. It succeeded, to some extent, with the aid of alcohol on Friday night and has gained itself a firm and unreliquishing foothold in the creases of my mind that I can't seem to shake. All this, added to my other stressors, is giving me a major headache and major weird mood.
I can feel myself snapping at people, being irratable and generally pissed off and I don't want to be, or mean to be, it's just something I am going to have to get over within the next few weeks. When my work is in, and my exams are over, I can start a relaxation period, a time to get my head together and sort out this mess that its in. So this is kinda an appology of sorts, to all the people i've been harsh to or weird with over the past couple of days. I just need to handle this and things will be alright!
Shaun
Clockwork Musings
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