Euuugh

I believe too firmly in idea's than actualities. Not out of common sense, or in fact any successful previous research, but more than likely out of false hope, ability to ignore my own advice, and down right stupidity.

I tend to get lost in the world of "What if?"'s. Not 'What if this WOULD have happened?' but more like 'What if this DOES happen'. I start to care a lot, perhaps too much, about what will happen if I do, or don't do, a certain thing. I.e., With women, and it's always with women, as thats what my mind is so thoroughly wrapped around, and thats what I like to consider... the fact I have all these opputunities at my desposale, never want to act upon one more than the other but then probably don't even have the opputunity to act on any of them.

See, the thing is, in a... I suppose... Arrogant kind of way, I like to imagine my chances, and possiblities, and most probably delude myself in this same sense.

I think I am the kind of guy that will constantly get stuck in the "friend zone" and will constantly fall too hard and too far.

Maybe its that, or the alcohol...